Letting go! I said that a lot of times but everytime he communicates with me, I seem to forget I said those words, those two little words. Yes, it is foolish especially when I think I am just an option to him but I can't really get him out of my system. I almost did. God knows I almost...almost...almost get him out of my very self but then, just last week, he said the magic words "I want you back." My defenses collapsed. I am undo again! God! I must be crazy...crazy for a love that only makes me miserable each day. crazy for something that pains me.Someday, i hope someday SOON, things will be BETTER! Everything will be ok.
Alandra
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