Denial .... ;/

sandy_kam

megalomanicbastard wrote:

so uhm ahh
dari semua orang yang gw ingin kasih tau that I'm gay is my big-brother
Bc dia itu my opposites, punya mind-set yang beda, and he's a total jock :ooo

so, empat hari yang lalu gw notice sth yang beda di kamar gw ---desk-cabinet gw acak2an
(not that it was organized or sth but i just know someone had gone tru my stuff)
gw sih cuek aja awalnya
sampai besoknya di dining-table ada 2 dari koleksi gay-themed movie gw (dvd)
gw agak panik.. berarti emang bener ada yg ngacak2 kamar gw.
long story short,
dan ternyata itu memang kakak gw ...
soalnya that night dia uhm konfrontasi gw...
dan anehnya dia itu hanya bilang "throw that stuff, that kinda movie is disgusting."
dia ga tanya, "where'd you get it?"
or "are those yours?"
atau langsung "are you gay?'"
gw rasa dia yang dalam penyangkalan kalu baby-brother nya itu gay..
I mean com'on there's alot of gay-themed movies there
tapi untungnya bukan porn-collection gw :ppppp

dan gw berpikir kalau keluarga gw suspecting that maybe I'm gay (is not that i'm flaming or sth but due to the fact gw udah ga pernah bawa cewek sejak 11th grade!)
but they just to afraid to handle that their family member is gay...


wbu guys?
ada yang punya pengalaman sama?
caught up? tidak sengaja kepergok?

mmm...mirip sama gwa.

tapi gwa kejadiannya 2 kali.

yang pertama, dia katanya mau minjem komputer gwa, mau ngerjain sesuatu. eh, ternyata dia ngesearch semua file JPEG di komputer gwa, dan dia save. the next day, gwa kena interogasi waktu dia tunjukin file2 itu di kompie dia ke gwa sambil bilang, "ini maksudnya apa?"

& I was speechless. stutteringly, I told him they were nothing & maybe my friends put them in my computer.

yang kedua, dia ngebongkar diary gwa (well, call me silly & whatever u like, but yes, I keep a diary)...

dan parahnya diceritain ke nyokap.

and that was the beginning of my hectic days.

ApaAjaOk

soal kk u yg gk milih gk mau komentar...

krn dia terlalu care buat u mgkn, dan bener, gk rela image u yg dibangun di benak dia hancur, jadi milih gk konfrontasi.

gw pernah gitu, tapi gw di pihak kakak
alhasil, gw gk konfrontasi, cuek aja...hasilnya?? demam 1 hari cm karena kepikiran...lol